God I cannot find the way....
please show me the hope's ray to hay ..
I am amidst of difficulties..
cannot find the way to come out of this mystery...
It's not that I have given up ...
but I need strength from you to continue..
Time seems to have come to a standstill..
don't know the tym when I'll be out of this miserable feel...
Is dreaming with open eyes a sin ?
I guess the patience in me has touched the brim..
God !! greatful to u for my "never say die attitude"
but this situation seems to be a circle with no end
countless are the sacrifices I have , am and may give in future ..
but again the question stands .. will I be able to make my years long dream nurture ?
Standing at the place where present and future are entirely opposite..
One is my real world and the other is still a dream ..
The idea to choose one .. touched my intution ..
but conflict between practicality and dream doesn't let me reach the conclusion
still trying to balance present and future ..
and have no clue ..this is a right or wrong decision ..
Maybe I don't have that real gut power to leave the present and fall completely in love with the future plans
or maybe I am wise to implement the old saying "a bird in hand is better than two in bush "
Call it overambitious or call it a failure speaking ..
May b the hurdles are flowing some negative thoughts in me ..
but I promise u God , I'll fight back ..
all I want u to do is to give me strength to be on the right track..
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