FEELING OF COMPUNCTION

The moment I decide , to put an end ...
Something abstruse happen and my decision bend ..

After the yesterday's fight , I decided it all..
but your lines this morning , have just turned it all ..

Why am I not able to move away from you ?
We are too far , still I feel the love is true ..

Several times you have hurted me ..
and given edacious tears in my eye ..

for I really want to egress from this phase ..
but could feel some force stopping me in this race ..

I wish , I could have melted your  selfish and stone heart ..
before you learn moral " people who come easily to us can also easily depart ".

True love is actually blind ,no matter how hard I try ..
it's difficult to hate you, the  person I love , even if I have got to know some of your terms ..

Yes , you have torn my heart apart ..
When you told me that days back you were someone's love ..

I tried to hate you , for hiding it all ...
but still couldn't come out of the love in which I have fall ..

Turning workholic , to the extent I can ..
so as to run away from your memories ..

Still the thoughts  doesn't leave me ..
and the silent tears keep trickling ..

Yes , I miss you .. Yes, I love you and I hate you too...
for making me fall in that eternal love that has just made me blue ..