DEAR BOY!

                                                     

She has moved on. Not for a quarter of month or a year but for forever, this time. She has woken up, probably from a long sleep. The deep sleep.

She is slow. She realized it slow, when you were into her and she began to love you and she realized it slow too, when you were out of it and had changed. She ignored the 'present you' and continue to live with the fragments of past. She thought that, it's just a tough phase and that you will be the same, the same old you, the moment you’ll come out of all your tensions. She didn’t know, she is living in a fantasy. She thought that you'll make up for every ill-treatment that you gave her and that you were messed up with your life so much that you can’t see her pain. Truly, she was living in a fantasy. You destroyed her mental peace, by your actions and technology. By disconnecting the phone in mid conversation and blocking her from the social apps, you killed her alive. You did it tactfully, you hit the right nerve. You did that because it was fun for you, to rib her reputation, her confidence, her beauty. Naive she was, who couldn’t understand your crafty games and lived with the myth that you love her. I wish, I so wish she knew that love only forgives, heals and care. It doesn’t destroy, it builds. The way she was trying to build the deep relation of trust with you. Alas! She was living in a fantasy.

Dear boy, Can you hurt anyone who doesn't care about you? No, right? So, it was not entirely your mistake. It is she who is to be blamed for caring so much, for gathering all the strength and standing up again, again to plead to you and again to get shatter. Yes! Shatter, is what you wanted her to get. So bravo! You won. Yes, dear boy, you have won the ‘Game of Love’. She lost it to you. This time, she is shattered such that she cannot stand-up one more time to plead to you for that emotion called love that exists on her earth perhaps not for her.

But, I only wonder why? Why she tried so hard to be with you. Ah! Probably she doesn't know her worth or perhaps she knew, still she want to live with you till eternity. Perhaps, when you were ill-treating her, there were many others waiting to even meet her over a cup of coffee. Perhaps, when you were busy blocking her on social media apps, there were many who have been waiting for her reply of simple 'Hello'. Perhaps, when you were telling her why she isn’t good enough for you, there were many others trying to tell her why she is the best of the lot for them? Perhaps, when she was busy losing her out for you, there were many who wanted to treat her like a queen. But my dear boy, you rock! Because she made you a star, who belittled her to that extent that she forgot that she was a star before she fell for you.

Dear boy, she would have digested the truth, if you would have told her the exact reason of what went wrong, but to hide your own guilt you kept on building new excuses, and that’s when she went crazy to find the logical reason. Dolt she was, to use her logical nerves to crack this Like-Love-Marry puzzle. She might have given up long back, but my boy, your shimmering love painted picture took time to fade away from her eyes. And just when she felt, the light is getting dim; she tried hard to burn it back with the same intensity, forgetting that she has only 50% to give. She made it 100% stretching beyond her capacity. And just when in months, she realized that it's time to give up. You gave her one more ray of hope and she was back with the lighting love. She was wrong! She was wrong to conjoin those wires to light up the fused bulb of relationship.

And are you not inquisitive to know why she will not look back one more time? Because, the count of the bad memories you gave her have twofold the good ones. Because you have profoundly convinced her that you are not a gentleman and definitely not the guy with whom she wants to spend the rest of her life with. You have now made her realize that ‘You were a mistake’ that she committed. Perhaps, she bewildered you to be her soul mate, but you have now acted as a channel to choose the right person for her. She now has her mind more coherent and filters more defined.

And I am perplexed to congratulate you for the fact that 'You once won her love' or to feel sympathy for 'You lost her for this life'

Regards,
“The Restored Time”